My real job during the day is an Outreach Coordinator at a Health Center. Thus dealing with sick or very low income Patients all day long. I work at the store part time as a manager to help the owners out with a responsible older person in charge. My son worked for them for years while he was in school and for a few years after. Thats how I ended up there. Now it helps pay for gas.
Don't have much to report. H and I Just stayed home all weekend working on the yard. Pretty boring. Worked On oldest D's baby Shower that is in Two weeks at my house out doors. Hope it doesn't rain as I wil have to rent a tent.
I have been reading Sandi's thread and find so much info there about H's EA and the fact that he still has feelings for her. I have a hard time with this givin the fact that it has been almost 2 years and almost a year that he has said that they only spoke when it was about work. You would think that he would be getting over her. I am trying hard to be his Cheerleader and validate him.
I just feel that there are still three of us in this M and there shouldn't be. As much as he is trying to be present in the R with me, I still feel that.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
