What are we doing, where am I, where are we at?

[stillfighting]

Thanks Johan,
I do suspect and think it may be OM crawling back or her crawling back to him. No proof though. At thi spoint the chances for that would be on a scale of 1-10, somehere between 5,6,7. She knows it would be very unwise to do so. I didn't go back to my old ways, what does LL mean?
What worked the last time she came back was me letting go and people talking to her, relatives and parents to come back. He heart wasn't back.