well she did it to ma again it feels like. so she spent the weekend telling me how saqd it is about us and how down she feels so i spend fri giving her pep talks and SAT helping her movwe. now today i ask her if she wants to do something on tuesday and she replies she already has plans.
I realise she didnt know about me planing on asking her but will she EVER work on us? it feel like sjeh can feel sad i yes I will come to her aid because im tryiong to show i care. I put her first if she needs help or time. I would love to feel like I was first pick, just once. mabey i will get invited to do something later in the week who knows but right now today I miss my wife.
