We did get outside and get the yard work done in the late afternoon, and then watched the baseball game together. We had a nice dinner together, and he even gave me a hug and told me I was a good wife, and he was sorry that "he was screwed up."
He waited til bed time to hit me with the fact that there was a good chance that he was going north this next weekend golfing (with the non marriage supportive friend) and would not be attending the graduation openhouse as previously planned for our niece. I did not handle it well. We were still fighting about it when he left for work this morning.
I don't know why I can't do better with letting go of my feelings. I really feel like he reels me in close, then slamms the door in my face. When I react, he is then justified in saying "see? you're a psycho bitch."
I know that it's better to let him go than push him away. Sometimes my emotions just don't go along with that.
Did you get to see your children this weekend?
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
