What are we doing, where am I, where are we at?

[stillfighting]

Well... She just walked again on Saturday, so I'm probably in the wrong forum. She left to stay at her moms place since it's available now, her mom is overseas on vacation and will be staying there 3 months. She said she doesn't plan on coming back and she gave me all that neg, R talk again, no feelings, can't imagine a future together ever, she doesn't feel good, not comfortable living in my appt. doesn't feel like home for her, and so on. She did say that it's very nice to see that I have changed and that she thinks it's very good but it doesn't do anything for her. She is listening to another experts CD's (whitch I discovered prior to finding DB) and agreed to watch the Michele's DVD Marriage Breakthrough DVD. I don't know what if it will help because she has no motivation in her mind or willpower to save this R and make the changes. She is totally detached and it's over in her head. So what now? DB, it's not over yet? Should I continue this painfull journey that sucked all my energy? I'm so tired...

/OP