Sorry I've not been about either. You WILL love again. Life is bad now but it won't always be so. I'm sorry you feel so low and I'm really sorry there is no progress with H.
"Every time he says "I'm not a b*st*rd" - you have to wonder who he is trying to convince. " - I agree with Seek here too. Your H doesn't come over as a bad person, so he's likely to be feeling awful too.
But I'm glad you put your positive notes in as well - you are going to need these, keep up that good work.
ake care and "speak" soon
JJ x
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.