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[phoenyx]

i know he does. it is easier this time. last time it was a feel of need. this time, it's more want. but not like i want her to come back and things go back to how they were.... i want his resolved healthily. if it's healthiest that it stays over, then so be it, you know? i am hurt and have some spinning head righ tnow. but for the most part i am strong and healthy. the best i can do for her is to stay that way, and give her what she says she wants. she trusts me, she will come to me if she needs me. if i don't hear from her, i will eventually make contact, not for me, but i want her to be okay