somethings are the same. but things are different. f says that she is conflicted, xw was sure. f says she's still in love with me and finds this a negative. xw was ilybinilwy and i was a huge weight lifted off her shoulders. i think, given what i know about people and stuff like this, that she is going to call and want to at least open communication. what i need to do is get my head out of my @$$ before that happens and pray that she doesn't think i've closed the door. i also need to be clear on what i want for when that happens. i don't want her viewing the bookshelves as an excuse for me to call her, i need her to know that i am giving her space.

i am at work so i can't get on myspace, i will add you when i am at home

I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.