Real life...part 3

[Starshyne]

I went out for a drive tonight and had to drive by OW's moms house (because it was on the way) and what do I see? The OW driving MY CAR! You know the one I pay for every stinkin' month. Well I lost it. I am feeling so lonely and rejected tonight and seeing her drive our car put me over the edge. First she has sex with my husband now she is driving my car. What's next? Is she going to take my job away from me?

So I called H and left a mean message on his voice mail. He calls me back saying how sorry he is and that he was drinking and it is the only time she has ever drivin the car. Blah blah blah. I just let him have it. I said how I don't know what has happened to him since he used to never drink, I said how much I am hurting, that he has lied to me about everything so I dont' know about the car, etc etc etc. He was all appolgetic, but I know I shouldn't have cried and carried on like that.

THEN...the OW calls me! All I hear is "Listen Sara I am sorry that dr...." and I said "You are the last person in the world I want to hear from" and hung up on her. I don't have time to talk to that trash.

I am so upset. Crying, screaming....hurting....I am tired of all this. I hate that he has someone to be with right now and I am all alone. I want my life back. The one I had with him. I am tired of the pain and hurt. I am tired of being strong. I just want this all to end.