Circles

[phoenyx]

fact: she told me about dude in the first place and the guilt that she had. she told me that she felt guilty and not good enough for me. and that she was afraid that i was going to say screw it down the line and leave her
fact: i love her and i want to work things out at a much slower pace, unless that means her continuing to be less healthy
fact: she has been distant the last week or so

maybe: she is running because she is scared
maybe: she backed off because she was sensing something in me(she said she does that)
maybe: this dude really did have an effect on her
maybe: she just decided i'm not what she wants
maybe: she lied for 6 or so months
maybe: she loves me
maybe: she doesn't

i don't know