i love her and i want to love her, i didn't have emotions for 2 and a half years amy. i didn't cry when my father died. it isn't that it is just someone, it's that it is her. and if this is it. i don't want to ever see her again, because it will hurt
Well you're going to have to get yourself together Blynd because you're going to have to see her again before you know if this is "it" or not - so pull it together - you can do this. And you can DB it - unless you let the FEAR of POSSIBLY losing her turn you into a great big wuss.
You have more control than it feels like so start acting like it.
Get your butt on the high road, tighten up and get some perspective.
I'm gonna go take a bath and then I will be back to see if you're still acting like a newbie or not .
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