I know exactly where you are at. Been to that boat myself once. Sounds like your H is severly depressed. Is he on any meds? It took a good year for me to get mine on them, but by then it was too late. He was ready to leave the pain (also known as me) behind. Funny, he told me the other day that since he has left he has been feeling so much better. He thinks its because he is not with me. Hello, you meds are FINALLY kicking in plus you are not dealing with real life, just playing with OW. Of course you are going to feel better. D*mn, I HATE this journey!
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008