No, you would have to be a really terrible mother who endangers her child for that to happen. And even then, most probably you would still have joint custody. If you have a doctor who is seeing you for depression, then he will testify on your side that you are within the range of normal. I doubt a judge would even look at copies of a journal if the doctor says that you are normal. Judges use expert opinion, not the word of one of the litigants. I've known of cases where the mother was diagnosed with a personality disorder, and she still had joint custody. Your husband indulges in wishful thinking and bullying. That is the reason we have courts and judges.