Worse before Better?

[Sophie]

Creed and Momof2...

My H said I should be a lawyer!!! He says I question, and trick him into answering and believing things!!

Shoot....I give a ton, you know, way too much, thought into everything that by the time I get around him, my questions are pretty well set, logged in order...and I have questions for the answers I'm 'sure' he is going to give. <<Cringe>>

I do find that letting go of the need to find out, interrogate, get information is freeing. My brain is jammed packed with stuff, that now it's okay not to pack more in there!

I also find that my H and I have these long question/answer periods...well honestly it's question....watch him think....watch him think....start to ask another but WAIT! He took a breath....nope...thought he was going to say something...but, nothing came out....so watch him think some more....I don't want to talk anymore because I don't want to watch him just think.

But, what I was going to say, is that the few things that he does say I cling to as etched in stone, the gospel, he REALLY means it.

I dwell on those words, I try to figure out what the heck he meant or where he was coming from only to find out 2-6 weeks later....he tells me he never said any such thing.