I was just informed that not only is h not bringing Isabella home tonight but he is going to the famiily court house in the morning to petition for full custody. he is having his parents pick up isabella and take her to new jersey for the week.
he is doing this -- I KNOW -- because of what went down this week -- I wouldn't sign sep papers, wouldn't let him in the house, he took my keys, etc.
I'M SO SCARED i CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT!! I have called my lawyer and haven't heard back. my dad is on his way here but might not make it in time for the court hearing at 9am. I'm a good mom, HE LEFT ME -- US!!!! Why is he doing this to me!!! Can he really take my daughter from me??? I feel like I'm dying here.
I know he is going to use the "zoloft" card on me. I am under a doctor's care and my attny said that isn't an issue. he also has journals that he photocopied of mine that were just my own inner thoughts, nothing horrible from last fall when I was depressed.
I'm terrified of losing her. someone please give me some hope!
