I am slowly agreeing w/ my sister as well. I do deserve much better than the woman my W has become. I have to let go of this person. She may be this person forever and if so, we are truly done. If that is the case, then I'll have to mourn the loss of the beautiful person that was my dearest W and thank God for all the beauty and happiness she gave me. If this is the case, then the wonderful consolation prize is my sensational D, who is so fantastic that I'd go through this all again just because I'd want to be able to have her.
So, I'm at a new point for me. The official letting go of my hopes of reconciliation. I think I've already let go of the old M as it was, but I haven't let go of the thought of us. It is still hard, but it is getting easier to accept that it needs to be done. Time will continue to make it easier and easier.
And, I guess I could always try to find some lovely Greek red-head if Woog continues to drop the ball!
