Well, I guess ignorance is bliss. I drove over to her house today and she's moved out. Last time I drove by it appeared she was still there and there was no sign (For Sale By Owner) since Feb. So - I'm falling apart again. I've been so good but I've kept up hope that she would eventually call me. And it's also comforting to know she was only 30 miles away.
I called a mutual friend who hasn't answered or returned my call the past 2 times I've called her. So I assumed she was mad or taking sides with GF or whatever. But she said she had just been "busy". I appreciated her information which wasn't much. That GF had sold the house and quit her job. So obviously, she's moving far away.
I probably shouldn't have but I called her cell phone and left a message "call me, could we please say goodbye in person." Then after I got home (and hadn't heard from her yet), I sent her a lengthier text message.
I am so hurt that she has sold that beautiful little house where we had so many wonderful memories. I can't believe it. I'm in shock. I have cried and cried. I feel like now, there's no hope at all. I have been "good" and left her alone for no reason.
I don't know what's going on with her but I have never had anyone treat me like this. Why can't she pick up the phone and tell me where she's going and why? It's that simple. If she has someone else, that would be so easy. I could move on so easy. The only other expanation is she's just running away from this area because she's running away from her "previous, gay" life. I think she's lost her mind.
