cbk and h4h thank you very much for being here. CBK, don't worry, we are all going through a lot, I am amazed about you guys that give so much to others while still dealing with your own tragedies. You guys are very special....
It turned out that the kids are invited to a birthday party today (Sunday), so no campground... We spent anyway a very nice Saturday together, we played video games, we watched Shrek III, and we all slept in my Studio apartment. Mood was up. D4, during the night vomited the dinner everywhere, poor girl. That was a nearly panic situation because here where I live now I am very little organized for events like this. Usually I would put everything in the laundry, change the linens and the pajamas a fast wash and everybody would be back to sleep in a jiffy. But here was different, S6 didn't want to sleep in the same bad with D4, understandable, I have no laundry inside, so I put everything in the bathtub, I had no extra pajamas, so they dresses with my shirts (they had fun with that), D4 stayed sick for a bit but then got better and back to sleep. At the end I can say things went fairly smooth.... but I slept very little. Got the kids back to W for lunch - W said she was back home but she actually wasn't so we had to wait outside the door for a bit. She had a "kind of sad" face and said, "can you come in? I need to talk" I said that if she has something to say she can write me an email, I have nothing to say and I just want to know the day of next week that I can go and sign the papers, I am super done.... no more talks. I am in such a rage.... I even changed her name on my cell with "Slut". I actually don't like myself so upset, and I hope my anger is going to dissipate with time.... but right now I am furious.... bad for my blood pressure, today I'll go and lift some iron, usually it does miracles.
