Circles

[phoenyx]

I guess I may have flown off the handle a little bit. But I was angry. You should have seen my boys this morning. Yes, I do love her, but I can't be put on a back burner. My biggest problem is that since I have told her that I saw her message, I have heard nothing. No I'm sorry, no explination. If you love me and need space to unravvel any uncertainty that you may have then okay that still sounds like she is the woman I have been with, it's a responsible respectful thing to do. But to tell me that and mean that you need space away from me while you are seeing how things are going to work out with this classless douchebag that means so much to you, well that's different. She is on the same level with our ex's then. I have ben lied to enough, and I don't allow that. If she works things out in the future, and sees what she is doing to herself, and those around her then fine, I love her enough let her go and yeah, hopefully in the future maybe look at things again. But as of now, she has given me no reason to see things other than how SHE has shown me.