Well I decided to talk to my W about our sexual issues. Was that ever a bad Idea. All it did was start a big fight. The onething that stood out in my mind was that she siad that maybe we would be better of without each other. The problem I am having is trying to come up with a lot of reasons why she isn't right.

I asked her if we could work on these. She said that we already have and and we cant fix them. I told her that I really felt like she wasnt respecting my feelings about this. She instatnly said that I do not respect her feelings at all either that every time she says no that I walk away mad. She is kind of right on that one.

Is all this really worht it? I dont know I think that tonight I need to do some soul searching and see if I am willing to do this and make this work for the long haul.

I also said that can we go and see someone to help us she just grunted and walked off. So from what I gather she doesnt even want to try and see if there could be something to help this. I really dont blame her I would probably be doing the same thing if I was in her shoes.

Lee