I am SO happy to wake up and see what you guys wrote!!! It is magical, amazing, to have your support from the other corners of the globe!
Thank you so much for the reassurances. Some of the outer 180s I am pretty sure make me still feel a lil uncomfortable so I am going to go for the options of the ones that are sexy AND comfortable, not just one or the other!
Ay yi yiii!! OK I will send him a short lil email.
I am SO tired... last night I was up until 4.30 and then woke up until 8.30. I always leave packing until the last minute and then it takes 12 times longer than I think it will. I feel like a ZOMBIE. I was hoping to spend time this morning practicing/preparing my part for the festival before I leave at 11 am. My Dad offered to drive me up there which is awesome b/c we can spend time together and I don't have to take the bus!!
Two questions: (other than, do you have a magic wand that will help me feel like I slept three times longer than I just did)
-Last year around this time was when things started to get REALLY BAD. Does that affect my DB'ing at all? Is it just a coincidence that it is almost exactly a year later, he and I are doing the exact same festivals (I think) that we did last year, and we might be seeing each other??
-I feel like i need to start mentally preparing for different things that could happen at this potential meeting. IE, he tells me he's with someone else, he tells me he wants to get back together, he is happy, he is depressed, it's bad, it's good, he asks me to make out, or we don't touch at all, etc, etc etc etc. (not that I am *expecting* anything, just that I want to be ready to be cool as a cucumber...) I feel like I need pre-prepared responses. Normally I would be able to spend tons of time working these out and rehearsing them but this festival is going to be SO crazy....
I feel really silly b/c these next 2 weeks when I'm at the festival I am not sure how much time I will have to be on the BB to help others but I am probably going to need more help & guidance than ever before as we get closer to the actual possible meeting. I am sorry in advance!!!!!!! When the festival is over I will return to my normally scheduled posting frequency!!! I am just going to be in rehearsal for 5-6 hours a day and then practicing and everything is really busy and intense...!!
