I am looking into that again, the C again. Last time I looked I could not find a SB thearpist. I only contacted a couple though. That is when she said she didnt want to go to a C. Im not sure if she would be willing to again.
The thing is I am really not all that worried bout the going out anymore. As long as we have the family that we have now. But if we decided to have a baby and then she starts this up again I dont think I would be able to handle that. Why she feels the need to go out I really have no idea. I guess I just need to talk to her when Im not half awake and that would probably server me better.
