I was going through some files last night and her gmail popped up. I didn't open any of the messages. But the header of one read "wanted show you that i kept this even after i said we had to disengage.... you mean so much to me"
so that was all I needed me: I was clearing out some files on the guest account on my computer. When I opened up Internet Explorer your gmail popped up. I did not open the top email, but I could read the header before I closed it. You are not the person that I thought you were, and I need to end this. Unless you uncomfortable with me picking up my things and dropping off yours while you are at work, please lose my email addresses and phone numbers. I will mail you a check for the money I owe you.
So that's it. The story of me and the girl I was "born for". Whatever.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
I am sorry your precious boys have to deal with more drama.
I am sorry you are hurting again, you do not deserve this.
I am also glad that you know the truth before you actually married her.
I am glad that you were able to have some happiness and after everything you went through with your EXW that you never became bitter and were able to open up your heart and learn to love again.
Honey, it may not really be over, sometimes there are kinks to work out in a relationship, only time will tell...
The right person is going to come into your life, at the right time. Someone who will love you and your boys, and make you feel complete.
Sometimes you gotta kiss alot of frogs til you find your princess.
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
It is so very difficult entering into a new relationship after so many horrible things have happened to us from the old ones.
This includes you and your estranged fiance.
It sucks that she wasn't being honest and upfront with you.
Somehow tho, I understand her "Internal Turmoil".
I want to believe it has nothing to do with feelings for another man, just more-so her own messed up feeling because of her downfall of the previous marriage.
It ain't easy getting your head screwed back on straight!
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so that was all I needed me: I was clearing out some files on the guest account on my computer. When I opened up Internet Explorer your gmail popped up. I did not open the top email, but I could read the header before I closed it. You are not the person that I thought you were, and I need to end this. Unless you uncomfortable with me picking up my things and dropping off yours while you are at work, please lose my email addresses and phone numbers. I will mail you a check for the money I owe you
Sigh....
You didn't read the contents?
I might have read them before I shot off that email, then perhaps I wouldn't have replied at all.
After all, isnt that what were taught?
Take it slow now, no more emails, no more myspace and no calls.
If you can do without your furniture for awhile then do so.
So so sorry this is happening in your life right now.......just when you think things are good......whamo!
I'm going to be a spinster when I grow up. I never ever want to go through this again, much less twice.
Hugs and bigger HUGS for the boys!
Jeanette
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
