Thanks so much K and OD - just nice to have someone out there who gets this stupid roller coaster ride.
I havent missed H like this in months... just missing him and the good times.
My goals for the R???? AAAHHHH - that feels overwhelming. I think my goal is to be happy - I've worked out that I can be happy without H, he is a bonus but not a need... If I want H in my life I know that we need to reconnect as friends first. (Today is one of only a few days that I really want him back - most of the time it seems easier to meet someone new without all the crap).
Is the text desperate or pursuing? If it is I dont want to do it.
