Sorry you are feeling bad, missing your H. But you know what, if we didn't miss them we wouldn't be here, "fighting" for them right?
I have no clue if you should go ahead or not with the TM. I would follow my instict, how the idea feels... Maybe leave it for 24 hours and see how you feel then, you feeling pants today (I got that from Lisa) creates this urge but does it "comply" with your long term plan/strategy?
