Thank you so much for the advice. I agree with the changes. I have been going through him leaving me for a long time now. He moved out once before at Christmas time only to come back a few weeks later. Once he was back it did not take long before he was looking for a way out. I have suspected OW since Oct of last year, have had some proff of it at one point, but just got the comgirmation. So even though it seems quick, this has been a long process. I have done everything that I was not suppose to do...beg,pleaded, cry, and then finally I GAL. I started to do good, then great. His admittance knocked me down, but I know that it is a bandaid to what is really going on with him inside his head. I cant fix him and ever time I try he just moves further away. Like I said, I am open for reconsiliation, but need him to see that I am done trying to get him back. Either it wakes him up or it does not. I am not doing it for him, but to heal my wounds with out the chaos he brings.
At least that is how I feel today.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
