"My reasons for not posting anymore had nothing to do with you, sweetie."

I truly hope.. it had noting to do with me.

I hope to never come between you and Lan. I can see the effect you have had on him. I am forever grateful. You just being OK with him.. Makes me OK with you. Lan has worked hard for what he has. You have had a bigger hand in it than me. I never doubted that. Again.. I appreciate all you do. The advice you give. The heart you have.

I truly hope.. it had noting to do with me.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.