Yes, I am. I dont want our M to end but realize that I am only responsible for my happiness and must let him go. I hope from the bottom of my heart that he will wake up one day and realize what he has lost, but know that by persuing him I am keeping him from that possible realization. He may never come to it, and I have to be ok with that. That does not mean it hurts any less, but learning to detach will hopefully help with that. I can see that each time I reach out to him to try and "win" him back, I just end up hurting myself more. I need to focus on healing now, not him.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
