Sorry I haven't been responding much. Like you, been going through a rough patch - must be the full moon if there is one.
Sounds like you WAW is in turmoil a lot - not sure which way to go. Not sure if this is good or bad - I have to imagine good as she will continue to doubt herself.
Keep on being strong, do what YOU think is the right path and stick to what needs to be done.
Life is a chit sandwich lately, but hang tuff my friend. And, if nothing else, root for the lakers!
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09