So last week things are fine going good even this week things have been going good. But today I dont know what it is but I am so D@mn sick of all of this. Lately my W has been flirty and stuff like this but then when it comes to being intimate she just rejects me. She doesnt iniate anything, I have been handling this rather well as of lately untill today. I am so F-ing sick of this game I cannot even stand it. Right now I know when I calm down that things will be ok. I am just Venting right now because If I dont vent here then I will vent at my W and D and that is not good. I just need to go and work out by myself. Get away from my W today.
Now that Im slowly chilling out what can I do. I think that right now we are closer than we have been in a really long time but I still get left out in the cold. If you all couldnt tell this is really a big deal to me. Right now I just dont know what to do.
