My H has not shown such remorse...when in a heated discussion, he blurts 'Of course I feel bad, sometimes I can't function becasue of the pain I've caused!'
But, nothing changes.
It must have been something...for your H to reach out and to express his regrets so deeply! My H has said he doesn't deserve to be here....and of course, that I deserve better.
I know my H drinks to forget...or to not feel. My H is VERY lucky he has never had a DUI...really lucky.
Your story inspires me, I hope that doesn't sound bad....maybe I should keep my cell phone on at night!
Does your H never drink? Or does he drink responsibly now?
Sophie
~~ Me-50 H-38 Married 15 years 8/7/08 D8 S10 S13 H affair 11/04-7/04 maybe longer H moved out 4/06
7/30/08- present: Reconnecting w/kids,friendly 10/30/08 H signed D papers 11/10/08 D papers filed 11/13/08 D papers served at home
