I guess he really hasn't hit rock bottom...I just figured with things that have happened and the depression he has been in and out of, that....well....it would have been a very low point for ME....
It scares me and deters me to think ...how bad does it have to get?
My brother took his life. So...I think about that. My H told me he has been thinking a lot about my brother lately. I never asked 'why?' ...other than things they have in common.
Sophie
~~ Me-50 H-38 Married 15 years 8/7/08 D8 S10 S13 H affair 11/04-7/04 maybe longer H moved out 4/06
7/30/08- present: Reconnecting w/kids,friendly 10/30/08 H signed D papers 11/10/08 D papers filed 11/13/08 D papers served at home