I am doing pretty good. It is strange, I will never say that I didn't love my xw, but what I feel for this girl is on a different level completely. There is no other human being that I feel more comfortable with. I don't know what is going on in her head, I guess I look at it like this....
Face value, she needs space, she loves me and is confused. If that is the case, chances are she will come back and we will work on things because we love each other and want to be together. Or She is hooked up with dude, she created a dramatic conversation so I would smpathize with her, and she wouldn'tbe a bad guy. From what I know of her, she isn't like that byt who knows. Either way, I'll be okay. I am okay. I enjoyed the day with my boys, and yeah, it hurts and I miss her, but I'll survive wothout her. Do I believe we belong together? hell yeah. There are no more 2 compatible people in the world. Is she worth waiting for? Yep, I'd walk to the end of the earth for her. But. She isn't my life. If she dosn't feel the same, if something really.....I mean really changed in 2 or 3 days(hell even 2 or 3 weeks), then she isn't what I thought she was. I was wrong, that usually doesn't happen(Frank?). If this is anything other than face value, I am better off.


I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.