Well Just thougt I would update a little not a whole lot going on in my sitch. I have pretty much decided to change old behaviors. Before with all of this, my W turning me down to be intimate would have really made me mad for a long time and I would have taken it out on her. Now Im just letting it roll off of my back as best I can.

Anyway, W came to bed this morning and I was actually just getting up to go to work. She said ILY. That caught me completely off gaurd. It is only the second time she has said that to me with out me saying it first. So I said I love you back and gave her a kiss on the cheek and went to work.

That was so very nice to hear, so it has helped brighten up my day.

Lee