I know how you feel. I once found a typed letter from my H to ow and he talked of how much he wanted to be with her. I'm glad you were smart enough to copy things. It's awful having to do this, but unfortunately until things are on more stable ground, it is wise. You just never know. I have no idea how you knew how to do what you did, either, but it's remarkable. What is your H doing now in order to show you it's truly over with this woman and that he wants to work things out?
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
