What a mess. Where is the erase button, where I can just remove the memories of him from my life? I just don't want to think about any of this anymore. But I guess that is the point, isn't it? Stop thinking about it and move on. That's really been the consistent advice from everyone. I am tired today, but not depressed. I think that would be a better thing to pray for--the strength to stay in this place, and not slip back.
