My Dad so made me mad yesterday. Here I am trying my best to be strong and everything and he has no idea what I am feeling. He told me that he thinks that H didn't change, but the this is how he always has been and was just fooling me for the past 7 years. This is his real self and I was a bad judge of character. He said that we all make mistakes and unfortunately I made a big one and have to pay the price. My Lord it hurts to hear that. I mean is that what people are thinking about me? That I made a bad character choice? I swear the man I married was kind and good and I really don't think he had me fooled for 7 years. How could my Dad say such hurtful things to me?

I tmed H yeterday saying that I wanted the house tonight. He tmed me today saying "the house is yours. I will be there 11pm." That isn't what I want. I haven't been sleeping well and I want to be in my house and my bed. I am so sick of this junk. He said we could get together and talk today, but I don't see any signs of him doing that. I think I am just going to go and start the paperwork for the divorce on Monday with or without talking to him. I have hit my breaking point.

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08