Deep in my heart I know it really doesnt matter, but a samll piece of me hopes that if it MLC then he will snap out of it and want to come back. He is were he is and nothing I do is going to change him, I get that. I know I have to walk away and let him find his own path, and if his path leads him to a cliff I cant rescue him anymore.
What made you decide to talk to a lawyer. My family keeps telling me that I need to do the same, but I am just not ready to do that yet. Call it denail, but I dont want a divorce if I dont have to get one. I'm not going to put my life on hold for him to come back, but I have been keeping my heart and hopes up that one day he will. From what I have read, one day I will get to acceptance if he does not return and then will be able to let go. Wish it was not such a painful raod to go down. But hey, what does not kill you.....yeah yeah yeah, we all know.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
