h4h, sorry you are having a blah day too... I didn't check the moon, but I guess we cannot ask too much being in our situation. I guess real detachment happens only when you don't see the other person on a daily basis, like we are doing.
If I didn't have the kids I would just take off - it would be so much easier for everyone - probably I would even have more chances for a reconciliations..... but in this way.... it is a struggle, the divorce and the pain are always in front of me. It is hard to think to something else.
Besides W knows she can have me with a snap of her fingers, and this is very bad, I can put a lot of effort to try to hide it, but she knows how to push the right buttons and the truth comes out in a way or another. It should not be in this way.
