Help me, I'm so hurt.

[AbbysDad]

I hear ya guys. But she's the one who's nuts and maybe I am too. How could she move to place she can't afford. Yesterday I went of her costs and her bills add up to more than she makes. She's ridiculous. I figured this might be a reaction. But like I said....I see three years of my life wasted; I knew but couldn't come to terms with it. Then the last year I basically threw my money away. I don't see me truly caring again.

Let's say six months from now, we try to make it work. Everytime I look at our finacial black hole, I'll get pissed. Everytime we try to get intimate, I'll think of how she cheated....I don't think I'll get past this. Don't know if I want to.

I do appreciate the support and I'll stay away from her and see what happens. And I understand everything everyone is telling me. But I also understand the "people" do divorce...happens all the time and everyone I know in person "family and friends" already assume we are getting divorced. I just don't know.