I forgot to mention that English is not the OW's first language so any email I sent had to sound like it was bad English with mispelled words. I looked back in the emails I had copied to see what her sentence structure was, and which words she mispelled the most. And she really loved these!!!!!!!!!! She was so excited !!!!!!!! She was also 20 years younger than my husband.
Thinking about it all is just so depressing. I have antidepressants from my doctor. but I haven't noticed any difference except that I feel really sleepy. I have finally stopped losing weight. I went from 34DD to 32DD. You know how hard it is to find a 32DD bra. I hope one day food will taste again because right now it feels like rubber in my mouth.
