Here is what I predict, you're going to change your mind about half a dozen more times at least, in the mean time, until you can settle on a course of action and stick with it, your wife is going to think you're nuts.
Realize that you're going to be a bit flaky until you become more even keeled.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK