Not a good day at work, either. Slow sales day. Can't get anything going.

Trying to decide if I should call "B" back.

This week, I have had 2 friends contact me that I haven't spoken to in a while. One of them for about 20 years!

Emailed the childhood friend. He is a pretty succesful artist in Dallas and looking to get some financing on a real estate project. He is living the life I have always dreamed of. Told me, "I was googling your lame ass.." and saw a local newspaper article that I had been quoted in. I need to keep in touch with this guy.

The other friend is the other half of a long time couple friends of WW and mine. Know each other for at least 15 years. Its been about 6 months since we have gotten together. One of those friends that WW has kind of pushed away. She knows what they would think of her. I have talked to his wife. We are very good friends and I kind of keep in touch with her. She is one of teh few good friends that know the full story of us. The 3 of us are in the same line of business. I will keep in touch with him as well. Setting up a time to get together next week.

WW has pushed all of our good friends away. I never could realize why at first, but I do now, of course. Guilt.

I couldn't stand it anymore. I don't know why. Sent an email to WW. It's been over a week that I sent the last one.

Tried to keep it light:



Just taking some time out of my totally busy schedule to say howdy.

HOWDY.

It's been dead today. Making calls to replace my HE loan. No luck.

If you feel like throwin' a dog a bone....Just kidding.

Hope your day is going good.

Me


Sound needy? Sound like pursuing? I didn't think so. What can I do but try to keep the connection between us?


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."