Happy Happy!!!Joy Joy!!!

[kikifree]

Now they are gone..POOF!!!

Oh, I am over my whining earlier. It is all part of the process. H knows D7 tells me everything.

Oh well.

I plan to have a great weekend. Summer has started.

[kikifree]

Okay, now is my down momemt.

I can't seem to shake it off.

I hate this feeling.

But it is what we talked about. It happens.

I can't be jolly go lucky about this all the time.

[Maya44]

I sometimes find the longer I stay happy, the harder I fall.

[kikifree]

I hate this feeling. Im trying so hard. I took d7 swimming.

I have music on.

It just HURTS H helps OW and has forgotten about me.

I did everything for that man.

Oh, I am having a big ole pity party.

[Maya44]

When's the next flight in from Chicago? I'll join the pity party. D's can play together while we listen to mushy radio and eat chocolate. I know exactly how you feel. I even just emailed a coworker asking how it is that I can be all silly and happy and funny here at work, but then all sad when I get home or when it's close to going home. I should be the opposite...mopey here and happy at home!

[kikifree]

I wish Dar.

[Maya44]

I have no problem delaying rent to help a friend feel better kiki.

If you have Jack3, AmyC or BND's email addresses, then get my email from them. I'll give you my phone # and we can chat tonight.

[Lissie]

Oh girl feel what you have to feel.

it is ok, have a pity party, eat some chocolate. YAY.

It sucks ass, and you don't have to have a smile on your face all the time.

BUT

You will not let it consume you, b/c Your mom didn't raise you to have some man suck the soul out of you.

Your mom did raise you to be a strong beautiful latina, that may have down days.

Today you are having a down day.

Tomorrow you will know that he can not darken your light.

Tomorrow you will know that he is just one man, just one man.

His trashy ways will not, and do not define you.

I looked at my pool today, and took a deep breathe. X opened Ow's pool and cleaned it and did all the stuff so they can both throw a BBQ for her friends and family, and his friends and family.

I have to go out there and do it myself. So today I am not gonna do it.

Tomorrow, I will be Bill Nye the Science guy, and start cleaning the pool and mixing chemicals.

So mourn today and be pissed today Chica.

You will wake up with some strongs tomorrow.

HUGS.

[Maya44]

Boy, you sure have better advice than I do Lissie!

[Cinderellaman]

Kiki, you WILL be fine, just have your day today....let it out and start fresh !

Lissie, good for you !!!! You can do it, I have a great relationship with my pool, pump, chemicals and all, and I love that I no longer need H for it all !

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