No I can make that promise, because I do not want to push her further away from me than she already is. So I will not mention it again, because as she said today, no we are going. We need to find some other tools to communicate to see if we can bring things back together. So thats it wont mention it again to her, the thing that bothers me is that it is like 2 months away. i have to stay cool and quiet until such time. get anxious just thinking about it, but I have to keep my composure.
