Bring on the Rain - Part 2

[SueS]

Hi everyone!

You're all so wonderful to post to me. Saffie, I was just wondering about you yesterday. I'll email you soon. You too Sheila. I've been meaning to email or call you.

Last night D4 and I had a bit of a rough night. She was just a bit crabby and I was tired. Not a good mix. We made it through though with hugs, kisses & I love you's!

H came home from work close to 10:00 pm. He changed his clothes and left to work out. Before leaving, he asked if I was okay because I was laying in bed, quiet and kind of dozing off. Then he came to the side of the bed, rubbed my arm and said....wake me up early and I'll make us breakfast, okay. I woke up a couple of times during the night. The first time was to comfort D4. The second time I just woke up on my own. It was 3:10 am and H was not home yet. I was a bit worried because it was raining heavy in our area last night, but I didn't call. About 15 minutes later I heard the garage open. It was him. So, H was "working out" until nearly 3:30 am. Who has doubts now that his relationship with OW is on the rocks. Not me!

I tried to wake H up this morning as he asked, but he didn't really respond. I just told him I was leaving for work & out the door I went. As I walked down the hall, my odd, confused feelings of finding the new apartment and having a little more concrete plans kind of subsided. H's coming home at 3:30 am helped that.

A good friend of mine said that they way H is acting right now she imagines us splitting up, going our own ways for a while, only for him to come back and want to try again. I told her that I'm not so sure of that but one never knows. It will be my decision though if that happens.

Well, need to get busy.

Thanks- SueS