Did she let you hold her? Must have felt great and terrible at the same time.
You got me whistling the whistle part.
Grew up on Monty Python. I have my D11 and D6 trained at restraunts. After we finish eating, I say, "How are ya'll doing tonight?"(in my best english accent).
They both reply, "BETTER! BETTER GET A BUCKET!"
WW looks at us like were crazy (....perhaps one more morsel....)
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
Thanks Puppy and hopeful4her, I still want her to come to bed and tonight is her last night in the house.
I did hold her a little, it did feel great, just being able to hear her snore, etc,
You got me whistling the whistle part - It's addicting, I need to keep this song in my mind.
My W is leaving Oh boy, how did it ever come to this, yes puppy I'm all over the place, I want her to go, I want her to stay, I hope leaving will wake her up and if it does can I forgive her, if it doesn't can I handle it. What does God have in store for me. This next year is going to be interesting.
Today is just a bad day for alot of us. It has been 6 months since I last laid in bed with my wife or talked to her. I think its milestones like this that make life manageable and more difficult at the same time. It's kind of similiar to your situation Jeff. You have and will keep going through so many emotions. The more I think about it, the more I still don't understand why people get to the point where they feel like their back is against the wall and they are caged and have to get out or "it will get them." What is that it? Your wife says it is the kids, my W said it was "stalking". But in reality, that "it" is just self serving and searching for the next high of an illicit endeavour.
Germ04: The more I think about it, the more I still don't understand why people get to the point where they feel like their back is against the wall and they are caged and have to get out or "it will get them." What is that it?
Exactly she feels caged, I'm going to scream if I don't get out of here. She feels like she is going in circles, clean up one mess and then there is another, never gets ahead.
I was thinking about this today, becasue of her A. Is she just using this as a excuse because she wants out to be with the OM, I mean the kids will be is school fulltime, so they won't be with her all day, I know there is still housework, but I also help out with that stuff, is it that she feels caged or becasue of OM
Thinking a combination of both = MLC - I told her before, I can understand feeling trapped and wanting to get out, normal feeling with everything she has on her plate, but I cannot understand or accept the OM.
We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? let me hope !!! Moving Van coming Saturday May 31st
Jeff, I was practicing my guitar and this is one of the songs I was playing and it made me think of all of us, but especially you right now....
For No One by Lennon/McCartney
Your day breaks, your mind aches You find that all the words of kindness linger on When she no longer needs you
She wakes up, she makes up She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry She no longer needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing No sign of love behind the tears Cried for no one A love that should have lasted years
You want her, you need her And yet you don't believe her when she said her love is dead You think she needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing No sign of love behind the tears Cried for no one A love that should have lasted years
You stay home, she goes out She says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone She doesn't need him
Your day breaks, your mind aches There will be time when all the things she said will fill your head You won't forget her
And in her eyes you see nothing No sign of love behind the tears Cried for no one A love that should have lasted years
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
And in her eyes you see nothing No sign of love behind the tears
I'm going to go listen to this song when I get home
wow, I know you hurt too Sara, I hope it gets better I don't want to feel this way forever, I just have to get through this weekend. This is life, unfortunately for so many people like me and you (you and I ??).
I have my babies, taking them to D9 softball game tonight, hope the rain holds off. Kids play on playground, we eat hotdogs, and candy (some) I have a beer or two, talk to other parents, cheer on D9. My babies are beautiful just like their mother. wow I'll have to find this poem I wrote, that's one of the lines.
I want to run home to someone who is waiting for me with a smile and open arms, a kiss, a hug a how was your day. Well maybe someday.
I'll check in later, thanks for checking in on me Sara
We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? let me hope !!! Moving Van coming Saturday May 31st
I remember one of the last nights I spent in the bed with my H, I just layed there awake listening to him breath and grind his teeth. His teeth grinding habit used to get on my last nerve. Now I miss it. Crazy stuff...but that is life now...
Check out that song sometime. It is on the Beatles Revolver album. I have always loved that song but the words never meant much to me until just now when I played it.
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
