It gets worse and then it gets better. My mind still races minute by minute but I've been focusing on me lately. Calling up friends and family I neglected, going out, joining a gym. The emotions come and go but the best thing to do is try to not think about. Like they say here, go dark. No contact, except for S talk and finances. Make him contact you and try to focus on YOU and S.
The last two days, I have felt good and have had very, very limited contact. In fact today, I can see us having no contact which at this point is fine by me. Its a tough time and keep posting. Lots of support here.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
