God must have read my letter, W came home from work last night and climbed in bed with me. Thank you your obedient servant Jeff from St Louis.

W is still moving out Saturday - she is going and I have to get use to it. \:\( I'm still planning on leaving out a card for her to read when she gets home from work tonight and I plan on writing the following:

Mary, I hope you know that this is
not what I wanted. I hope that my
actions have shown you how much
I love you.

If you decide to end your affair, I
can forgive you. I just pray it
happens before what's left of
my love for you runs out.

You know this is tearing me
up inside and you know no
matter what happens, you
will remain in my prayers.

Come to bed and let me hold
you one more time before you
leave. If you don't want to
I will understand.

Your Husband Jeff

W is really moving out, everything is in place, I don't think anything will stop her at this point. its going to be hard on me.
W called me this morning at work, we are both music lovers and we were discussing a song, we have a shared ituns account and we have over 4,000 songs in our collection, somthing like 5 days of music. We talked for almost a 1/2 hour. Feels like there is nothing going on between us, like she isn't moving out, but I know she is. Any objections to the card let me know

We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.

M45
W41
M10 years
D9, D6, D6, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? let me hope !!!
Moving Van coming Saturday May 31st