Or you could try what I tried... namely getting really, really drunk for about 3 years and developing a wicked cocaine problem in the midts of it all.
Or you can take my word for it that it was a huge mistake that almost cost me my life, my kids, my finances, and my family. Of 3 guys I got to know in that life that once had good jobs and families, one is dead, the other is living on the streets, and I was fortunate enough to make it back and rebuild. So at best, 1 in 3 chance.
So dont go there. If you have found yourself there or are tempted to go there.... let me know.... I am happy to share what I have learned and experienced.
So I think I will go back to my original point as ALL6785 concurred.... Look forward not back. Move on. Dont stay stuck in pain. It is not easy but it is POSSIBLE with the right effort.
